September 28, 2011 // 8:06 PM
FUNKY UNDERPANTSEating at Fortune8 was fun! Only 5 people turned up, which was just me, Jenny, Liza, Sophiea and Wendy. Danica came 10 minutes before we were about to leave and ate one thing. LOL. I learnt today that Jenny can't use chopsticks properly and Sophiea is such a fob. HAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAHA. But anyway, we paid $9.60 each!! Yaaaaay!!! Too bad i wasn't full. :(
After everyone left, i stayed at the library with Regina and i need to remember to shout her next time cos she bought us snacks. :$ I got in trouble for eating a cheezel. CHEEZELS ARE 95 CENTS AT WOOLWORTHS ATM. OMFG, SO CHEAP.
I WAS READING THE PHYSICS THEORY AGAIN AND I'M BEGINNING TO GET IT... kinda. HALLELUJAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! Every time i get to tutor, i get so nervous that the stuff i memorised disappears from my brain. ROFLMAO. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN?! HE SO SCARY. I sat in the front row on Sunday and it wasn't as scary as sitting in second row, surprisingly enough.
I love my parents. They make me the happiest but at the same time, they have the ability to make me feel worthless. I hate getting into arguments with my mum. Well, they're not really arguments cos she does all the talking and i just sit there, pretending to do my homework... LOL. I'm so afraid to talk back because i'm always in the wrong but idk, i can't help feeling frustrated. Luckily for me, the tension only lasts at maximum a day. I rarely ever mention these things cos i know people will tell me the same shit over and over again. I hate it when people give me advice sometimes... it's like they think i'm stupid and don't know any better. I already know the words that are gonna come out of their mouth.
I find it so awkward saying sorry. I'm quite stubborn so it takes a lot for me to say it to someone. Usually, when i get into a fight and i need to go apologise, i either say it while laughing or wiping the damn tears off my face. LOL.
Everything is always such a competition nowadays. I think we just need to learn to be happy for each other and maybe then we'll feel better about ourselves. LOL.
I'm not an attention seeking whore or anything but I really hate being ignored.